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Our last show together with Off Planet Radio is posted below, and covers an essential variety of interconnected and relevant issues that I hope you will find meaningful and therefore self-empowering.

OHIO EXOPOLITICS

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Special thanks to both James Horak and Mark Snider, the host of Ohio Exopolitics, for inviting me to participate in this important broadcast. It was a pleasure meeting Mark and being able to discuss important, relevant, and timely issues with such a gracious host.

The COSMOLOGY tab has been completed and populated with information regarding cosmological anomalies and astronomical discoveries largely unknown to the general public. As a static location for specific information this section takes an in-depth look at these issues from several different angles, including scientific, historical, political and philosophical views.

This was done to facilitate a well-rounded perspective of these issues because it is not enough to know what has been hidden from the bulk of humanity without also taking the time to understand why it has been hidden, who is doing it, and how the same patterns of secrecy (withholding proper knowledge) are broadly and repeatedly applied not only in conjunction with fear mongering and emotional manipulation, but as the necessary precursor to their efficacy.

Sources for personal examination and self-study are necessarily included in combination with discussion as to how this knowledge not only resolved countless anomalies uncovered during my own research and experiences, but also how it benefits us all in our reach for greater understandings from which we can procure and build a better future for mankind.

Any new or relative discoveries outside of the information contained in the COSMOLOGY section will be presented as new articles and posted here in the main feed.

Crystal Clark, January 25, 2013

I would again like to thank Lily Morgan for permission to repost her article here, and for her courage to write the article as well. –Crystal Clark, November 24, 2012

Monday, 2 April 2012

Personal Observations of a Targeted Individual

Mind Control and Synthetic Telepathy

I am a perfectly normal, healthy woman now but it is difficult to pinpoint exactly when I became a Targeted Individual. I have had much time to go over the finer details in my mind of the events that led up to my traumatic experiences. Longer still to be able to recall clearly the memories and emotions associated with this time without the involuntary onslaught of PTSD -Post Traumatic Stress Disorder symptoms incapacitating me. I don’t keep a diary regularly, never have, the only times I resort to writing my thoughts down are when I have been through a deeply traumatic experience. At the time all this was happening to me, I would have been incapable of stringing two words together coherently on paper and as I look back in the diary I did have, I see only brief notes and random words of hastily jotted information. Like the scrawl on my bedroom drawers that is only visible if you know where to look but clearly spells out Mind Control. Most of what I am recalling here has been clearly etched into my mind and emotions. Some days I go without flashbacks, others days they flood me with memories of associated places and actions when I least expect it. The involuntary physical reactions that come with these memories have lessened over time as I have learned to cope, suppress and ignore them. That is not to say they are not there, I have had to develop strategies to learn to deal with them. I am only going public and writing this for others to read should something happen to me and a record of the experiences I went through be available as proof. What I describe is the truth as I know it and an accurate account of my recollections, I will not embellish but in fact have had to leave some things out because I still am unable to go there. I suppose as with all stories, one must begin at the beginning….

The Scanning

I can only assume that my close association with certain individuals was the reason for my becoming a TI. Good people who are striving to reveal the truth about the real history of Humanity and the future that could be ours should we as a species come together and remove the opposing forces that are constantly working against this truth being revealed, disseminated and fully comprehended by open minded groups of people, should it reveal a picture far different from the one they want to portray in order to retain control. I cannot place the blame upon one individual as it would have taken a joint effort of ‘agents’ to implement the procedures inflicted upon me, as is the nature of clandestine and secretive organizations. However those involved know who they are and what part they played. I used to be a very open and trusting person, now I trust no-one. This saddens me but it is a defense mechanism I had to develop in order to survive.

Looking back I can now begin to see moments when things were just ‘not right’, the behavior of people who were close to me changed unexpectedly and dramatically. Unexplained extreme tiredness and vivid dreams, wildly differing emotions from anger and frustration to distraught bouts of crying and anguish. At the time I put this down to a difference of opinion, now I wonder if it was not something deeper and more sinister. Eventually this lead to a breakdown of the relationship and I found myself alone, confused and in a vulnerable position, which I now suspect was the part of the plan to weaken and eventually silence me.

At what point and even IF the person close to me was bought into the picture I cannot say for sure but in order for the procedure to be done I suspect a Psychotronic device had to have been placed in close proximity to myself. Either that or the technology to do this has progressed beyond imaginable terms and can now be pin pointed via satellite alone. However, there are a few other means that to my mind, make the most logical sense of attack and they are the most likely probability of being the initial culprits. That of Alpha induced brain wave states silently synced into a frequency of the TI’s mind in order to introduce what I described in my previous article as ‘Love Bombing’.

I had been involved with people I thought I could trust and who, due my vulnerable position, managed to wheedle their way into my affections in a way I had never experienced before. I was naïve, too open and too trusting, as was natural to my nature. I know that now. A little too late but I learned a hard lesson. Again I cannot prove any of this was the cause but when all put together a time-line begins to emerge.

The night of what I have come to call ‘The Scanning’ was the beginning of the nightmare to come. It started as I went to bed one night in June 2011. Waves of undulating, prickling energy scanning over every atom of my body from head to toe, over and over slowly up and down for almost three hours, non stop. The heavy pressure on my body was intense and my heart rate dramatically increased. Looking back now, I cannot understand why I didn’t get up and remove myself from the bed. However, I know now why I listened to the voice I could hear telling me to lay still. I was lost to reality, to rational thought. Duped into believing something I wanted to be true. Someone had done their homework on me. Someone had spent a long time listening in on conversations I was having online and knew exactly what to say in order to make me believe this was something special. It was particularly unique to me. As time went on and it became more uncomfortable I could hear voices becoming clearer and clearer in my head. Voices that were distinctly male and female. This could only be what I would describe as Telepathy; at first I was stunned, I could hear them as clearly as if they were stood next to me speaking out loud. The female told me I had lung cancer but that they had cured it now and I would live to be 144 years old. Not long after that I heard the male state that ‘She was the easiest one I have done so far’. At this point alarm bells started to go off in my mind and I became agitated and was told to lie still as they had nearly finished. Very soon afterwards I heard the female state very clearly and with authority,

‘Now we control you!’

I sat bolt right up in bed, heart racing in a total panic. It was almost 3am in the morning and I instinctively knew that something really bad had happened and that I had stupidly and unwittingly allowed it to be done to me. Full of fear and confusion I called a close friend to tell them what I had just been through and who I hoped, would be able to tell me what it was that had just occurred. Unable to comprehend myself or put into words what it was I must have sounded hysterical. That night I did not sleep. Little did I know that before long sleep deprivation was to become a form of torture endured night after night. Yet this was only one of various horrors I was yet to have impressed upon me.

The Choices Begin.

The next day I had to present as normal to my family, only as the day went on the voices I could hear in my head that I knew were real but not a part of my own consciousness or any illness associated with Mental disorders became more insistent. The extreme emotions I was unexpectedly feeling were that of being forced to kill myself. My whole body was heavy with a pressure I could not explain, my heart was racing at dangerous levels and I was experiencing extreme depression and panic. I had been perfectly happy and my usual self the day before. I knew that this was not normal and was a result of the scanning the night before. This continued for over 7 hours.. I was sweating excessively, literally dripping bodily fluids down my body. I was drinking pints of water to try and replace what I was losing it was so excessive. My blood pressure was through the roof (I take medication for hypertension and have a portable BP monitor). I experienced an overwhelming feeling of coercion to run a deep bath and slit my wrists. Late into the evening, tired of fighting it, pacing up and down in order to ignore it, all the time trying to appear normal to my children, I got into the bath which was now so long ago drawn it was only tepid, a new razor blade I had placed there earlier sat glinting at me on the corner of the bath. I was whimpering with exhaustion at this point at the thought of doing something I knew I could not go through with. I submerged myself under the water, all manner of thoughts running through my head. Wondering if I could try drowning myself. Knowing I couldn’t. What if I slit my wrists and just let myself drift away…. what would my family feel when they found me. I knew Suicide was a waste of a life and I had my children to think of, they needed me. I did not want to die I had too much to live for. Thoughts I had never, ever had to considered before.

‘Choose! Its your freewill, your choice.’ Make a decision! I heard in my head.

Then a knock on the bathroom door and a little voice said “Mum, what are you doing in the bath so late?” I was snapped out of the mesmeric, hypnotic state I was in immediately. I couldn’t go through with it; I sat panting for breath in the now cold bath and washed my hair and body, tears streaming down my face. Later, when I had dried myself and gone downstairs, the pressure I had been under for hours and that was lifted from me the moment I made the choice to live had mysteriously gone. I was exhausted, drained and shaking… but then I heard a male voice tell me in my head, quite clearly and rather nastily ‘You will live to regret not going through with that bitch’. I stood very still in the kitchen, a sinking, desolate, lonely and helpless dread washing over me…I was very scared and confused. The nightmare I was to go through had only just begun and I had no comprehension of what was to come over the following four months.

The Threat of Being Sectioned

I had never experienced the feelings of extreme paranoia combined with an ongoing, severe panic attack in my entire life. In the months that followed I lived on adrenalin and little else. Eventually loosing over two stone in weight through not eating but the reasons for that will become clearer as I explain the workings of my mind at the time. After having made the decision to choose ‘Life’, the onslaught of pre-programmed emotional signatures and mental states were synced onto the already previously stored frequency of my mind. If you have read the information on Synthetic Telepathy and Mind-control but particularly the paragraph about ‘Cloning the Emotions’ you will know that not only is this feasible but has been perfected and is transmitted either by Microwave at short distances or the ‘Silent Sound Delivery System’ delivered by ordinary radio or television frequencies. It could even be possible for this method to be delivered on the wireless frequency that now surrounds us all with the rapid advancement Globally of Wireless Technology.

I am still reluctant to admit to myself that the person who had been closest to me could have been in any way knowingly accountable for what was done to me.

As an conscious entity, we learn to identify with the inner ‘You’, the person that you are, how you think, feel, react. We can be our best friend or our worst enemy. That night I was not the ‘me’ that I knew. I could not stay at home after the bath incident the previous night and leaving my two eldest children to fend for themselves I took my youngest child to a friend’s house and we stayed there. Sleep was not an option. I was in an utter state of panic and confusion. I spent the entire night counting up to 100 to retain a grip on my sanity. When I felt it slipping, I then began to count backwards from 100 to remain in control of my mind, which I can only describe was being ‘invaded’ by thoughts that did not in any way seem to be my own.

The next morning my friend took one look at me and said I looked like I was having a complete nervous breakdown and that she thought it would be a good idea if I called my family for some help with the children. Before I did this I called the only two people I knew who I hoped would understand my ravings about counting to stay sane and the feeling that something/someone else was crawling inside my mind.

I feel that day I very narrowly, though quick thinking, intuition and the love of my family, avoided being Sectioned under the Mental Health Act. The person who I least expected to betray me turned out to be the one who, seemingly was secretly pleased at my situation. The smirk on his face he hurriedly covered betraying him. This person informed my brother that I was sat rocking and humming in a corner of the room. I was doing nothing of the sort but I was not acting, nor thinking clearly due to my lack of sleep and current state of intruded mind. He already had written on a scrap of paper the number for the local Mental Health Team. “In case we needed it”…I was told, when asked why he already had it at a later date. Yet less than an hour before, he had had no idea why he had been called to come to my aid. A little uncanny looking back and something that has been pointed out to me several times when I have not wanted to see the facts of the situation due to the emotional ties I once had. Only my frantic but hurriedly calmed phone calls to my mother, as the realization that the situation was spiralling out of my control, letting them know that I was not ‘rocking in a corner’ and was capable of holding down a sensible conversation but that I was going through a very confusing and tough time. Would either of them be able to come up and help me with the children.. ?

As with most families, we don’t live near each other and work and other family commitments prevented mine from coming to aid me. The biological father of my children was also unable to help. I was, as always, on my own. I felt bereft and I went home alone asking my friend if she could look after my daughter that night and take her to school the next morning too. Bless her, she agreed without even thinking about it. Without her help in all this I do not know what I would have done. She never questioned my extreme behavior and was only ever concerned for my health and safety. I owe her a great deal and I am very grateful.

Responsibilities and the love of a mother

When you give birth to a child, a woman changes, she stops being just a woman and becomes a mother. Everything you do from the time you first hold that helpless bundle in your arms is done with the responsibility of loving them, nurturing them and protecting them from harm. As I was to find out very quickly, the next few weeks became a sick game of, allegedly ‘Free Will Choices’. My initial choice to continue living and not kill myself and the subsequent taunting of the voice to skull messages came back to haunt me time and time again. It is imperative that I make it clear at this point, that with every different imprinted Mind-Control emotion I was subjected to my responses seemed to have been catalogued and what I can only describe as ‘Uploaded’. Once I had made a mental choice, what ever it may have been and the response to the imprinted emotion had been experienced, I was again scanned from toe to head, this was usually done as I lay down in bed. In fact, although I could not specifically make out the words in my head, I remember the feeling that I was being ordered to ‘lie down’ and the process would begin. There was nothing I could do to stop this and as I felt the warm, uncomfortable, tingling sensations start to crawl up my legs, making them seemly numb.. I would jump off the bed and try to run away from what was happening, stamping my feet on the floor in an effort to stop it. It eventually occurred to me that although the scanning was easier for ‘Them’ (as I came to call them), whilst I was lying still and to which I defiantly rarely did, the process would still happen regardless of if I were stood up right or not. This was a very distressing time and I had no reference point from which to be able to rationalize what was being done to me. Although I knew it was real, yet could not, would not be able to talk to anyone about what was happening and until now have never gone into such details as I am here. I had never felt so alone.

So back to ‘free will choices’…

The next few days the ‘task’ and my subsequent decisions imprinted upon me and the choice I had to make was one that I still struggle to speak about now and always will for obvious reasons. Bare in mind I was still being directed with acute paranoia and fear and struggling to deal with this on an hour to hour basis. Not only that but by day 3 and 4 I had begun to have a very strong pushing sensation in the nape of my neck that was literally forcing me to keep moving even though I was exhausted. I could not sit still, sleep was not allowed and I was driven by this force to be doing something. It is worth noting that I had less than two weeks to find somewhere to live, pack up my belongings and move myself and my children out of the house we were currently living in. I was terrified, it felt as if someone had control of not only my mind but my body too. As I write this I am fighting to cope with the associated symptoms of remembering this awful feeling but I am a ‘stubborn, belligerent bitch’ (apparently, I was told in my head via voice to skull technology at a later date) and so I breathe deeply, relax and continue for the sake of others who this has happened to. I repeat the mantra I said over and over to myself, ‘I’m a good person, I would not and am not capable of harming another soul ever!’

I have never physically punished any of my children, a quick tap on the back of the leg very occasionally but the preferred method of punishment was not physical but a spell of ‘time-out’ on the naughty step. This worked very well and my kids are well adjusted and know right from wrong. What I was made to endure next was an overwhelming sensation that if I could not take my own life then I would be pushed to take the life of another. An innocent. I do not need to point it out, those who have really been reading what I have written will already know where I was forced to go. This choice naturally horrified me and I did EVERYTHING within my power to prevent it from EVER occurring. Even to the point of removing the innocent from my company for a few days. Yet to my horror during the following week, whilst I was outwardly trying to present an air of being calm and in control but very, very quiet unusually so for anyone who knew me, images that I would NEVER picture were seemingly ‘flashed’ into my mind. Like nightmare telepathic flash cards. I learnt very quickly to distinguish these as not being my own and developed tactics to blank them out and ignore them.

More than once, terrified of doing something I was not in control of and locked up for the rest of my foreseeable life, never to see my children again or detained and drugged in some institution, I took myself off in the car and sat in the parking lot of the local hospital debating whether or not to walk in and give myself up before I was forced to do something unthinkable. This particular task went on for almost two weeks, the pressure seemingly kept up to max in the hope I would buckle.

Again my emotional and mental reactions to these scenarios were ‘catalogued and uploaded’ . By now I had begun to think I was connected via some form of frequency to a very powerful computer-enhanced programme. Yet I was still aware of the voice to skull conversations that were going on constantly in my mind. Voices of men and a woman in particular, who appeared to be in charge.

Muscle Testing and the Control of Bodily Functions.

Starting a new job only 5 days after moving house was torture but I was determined to keep behaving and acting as normal as possible, despite the horrors I was being subjected to daily. Along with the necessary things needed to be done when moving home, I was still being deprived sleep and when I did sleep nightmares would jolt me into wakefulness. I would sit at night outside the back door or inside the garage on a makeshift sun lounger, away from the children, trying not to listen to the voices that were taunting me with sayings like: ‘The next time you fall asleep we will have you completely…’ No matter where I was there seemed to be no escape.

The job I had managed to get whilst going through all this! I could do without any trouble, the problem became the voices and the random songs being beamed into my mind. They would taunt me with insults. I don’t know how I managed the first day on the job, a little old lady’s house I had to clean for two hours. In those two hours, whilst appearing to be normal on the outside, I was subjected to what can only be described as a test to see if I was good enough at what I was doing in order to at some point; be made to work either for a very powerful and wealthy family or if I didn’t do a good enough job, a place on the far side of the moon in a secret space station, where I would never see my family again and there I would be kept as a slave for a multitude of grotesque purposes. To this day I do not know for certain if, due to the nature of my previous research I created these ‘scenarios’ in my mind as a defence mechanism or whether the thoughts were implanted by others via NLP – Neural Linguistic Programming or V-2-Skull technology. When the two hours were up, I distinctly heard in my head ‘Well done, (name removed) you passed the test!’ I felt sick, humiliated and I hated that condescending male voice that I knew was not natural. By now I had put a face to it.

The insults and taunting continued for many weeks whilst I was working and at home. I got on as best as I could, learning to ignore them and trying to tune them out. Taking a shower felt like I was on display for all to see on a range of external monitors in a room, viewable by numerous groups of people who were in charge of what was being done to me. I distinctly remember once hearing a man’s voice state, as if to others listening ‘Take a long hard look lads… this is the last time you will see this one alive’ I cannot begin to tell you how this made me feel. There were other crude and hurtful comments about my nakedness but I think you get my drift.

It is a well known medical fact that electrical impulses placed on specific parts of the body can produce reflexive muscular reactions. Jerking and Jolts. How then has someone developed the technology to do it remotely? Does the person on the receiving end still have control of those muscles or is it just very clever NLP that makes the subject think they are experiencing external control of their bodily actions.

One evening as I was sat by choice in the quiet, dark seclusion of my bedroom, I heard the woman’s voice say “Let’s see how she handles Muscle Testing?”. Then a man’s voice stated haughtily, again as if to others around him. “She’s going to find driving interesting over the next few days…” and I heard laughing. I shuddered and stared out of the window at the now very familiar constellations I could just see.

Indeed, driving was interesting and frustrating. It was as if someone else was trying to drive for me, or more accurately learning to drive through me. I would get annoyed and stamp my foot on the breaks when my foot would involuntarily speed up on the accelerator and clutch control was as if I had never done it before. (I have been driving for 20 years). I would feel drawn to go different routes, as if my local area was being learned. Once driving had been learned, random jollys to escape the house were restricted… As I found out one evening whilst deliberately taking a very long way home. I heard, once I had pulled up on the drive the woman state annoyed. “ We will have to put a restricter on her from now on…” Low and behold when I next tried this trick, I would get an sharp pain in my head if I deviated from my normal routine. Riding a bike and going for walks became another form of torture, a sense I was never alone and everything around me from birds to smells was being ‘catalogued’. Food shopping was a formidable task and one I began to dread, the beep, beep, beep of the till machines unnaturally loud and made my nerves grate painfully. When once I took one of my children to buy some new clothes the pulsing pressure in my head at being in the shop with them and not on my own, as was part of my routine, became too much and I cut short the visit mumbling some excuse to my bewildered child. Always learning about me, through me…. I have felt that this was the case with many of the experiences I have gone through.

Again, the progress was catalogued and uploaded via the nightly scanning. Alone and unable to talk with anyone about what I was going through, remembering how close I had come to being institutionalized, I quietly battled on. When I did try to contact those close friends who I hoped would be able to tell me WTF was happening to me, I was so scared of what was going on I was unable to put into words adequately what I was going through, wires got crossed, friends got angry with me. I was reaching out for help but couldn’t tell anyone why, they became frustrated with my ramblings. I withdrew from everything and everyone and stopped communications altogether. I became increasingly belligerent and defiant towards ‘Them’. Enough so that at one point, I again heard a woman’s voice state.” (Name removed) has given up on her. If she doesn’t behave and co-operate we will have to do a Mind Wipe on her”. The problem was, I didn’t know WHO them was. All the time, it seemed to me that the only reaction they had yet to get out of me was true, uncontrolled rage and anger and sexual pleasures. Suspecting that each emotion I was subjected to created a response that was then catalogued, uncontrolled rage and anger was one I took the most control over denying them, as was the other feeling it had been the cause of getting me into all this trouble in the first place. It has never been in my nature to be an angry or violent person. People who know and love me know this and would never attribute this as being a part of me.

We are biological creatures, we eat, sleep, urinate and defecate when our body tells us it needs to do these things. As we grow we learn to recognise those signals and mostly act upon them. Imagine my horror when I found I was suddenly, one morning, unable to urinate or defecate, that the natural ‘triggers’ I was used to had been seemingly wiped from my mind. I remember being taunted and cajoled into only going when I was told to. That this was one of the most important aspects of the procedure and that if I didn’t get it right I would never be able to go naturally again.!!!!

It was humiliating and I forced myself to strain in order to pee when I wanted to and take laxatives in order to defecate when I wanted to. To be fair and objective, I had not really eaten anything except to drink full cream milk, bites of cheese and a handful of peanuts for about a month by now. This I am aware, could have had a detrimental effect on my bodily functions and contributed to my not feeling the need to go. Also, starving the body and mind CAN in certain circumstance induce a form of Psychosis. You see, throughout all this, I was acutely aware of the few times when I was just ‘myself’ again and not apparently being controlled by something/someone else. What made it even more unbearable was that food was used as a weapon.

It was not long after the ‘Mind-Wipe’ comment that I suddenly felt compelled to stop taking my medication for Hypertension, was ‘warned’ to stop taking any more tablets of any kind, to stop smoking and to not eat or drink anything that was not ‘sanctioned’ . This is difficult to explain as it was if my base line energy levels were being monitored. I do remember hearing a voice say: ‘Considering how little she is eating, imagine how much more we could get out of her when she is eating normally again.’ I felt like I was in a catch 22 situation, I knew I had to eat to survive. The more I ate, the stronger this ‘entity’ became and seemed to take over control of my mind. At least that is how I interpreted it. Yet I was still in complete control of my own actions and was constantly and defiantly fighting against it all the time.

Throughout all of this I was continuing to work and be a mother to my children. Microwave meals became the norm, my kids were fantastic and also learned to cook for themselves. Many times I was berated by one of my children for not eating, they had begin to notice I was acting in strange ways. I told them I was just under a lot of pressure. By this time I was beginning to suspect I was going slowly insane. During that week I became particularly defiant in ignoring what I was being told to do and deliberately doing the opposite to gauge the reactions I would get. At one point I heard a man’s voice say to me via V2K “ Don’t worry, we’ve done all we can, from now on we are going to hand you over to the computer” As you can imagine I was terrified.

Friday afternoon of that week, I heard the woman’s voice in my head speaking to others in a third person perspective. “Let’s see then, just how well she handles Insanity.” It was as if they had heard my thoughts earlier in the week and I was being punished for being defiant, I began to suspect that they possibly could. By now I had been through enough to know what was coming and bolted to my mothers house with my youngest child, leaving my two eldest, (who I must point out are legally old enough and capable of being left on their own) some money and to fend for themselves.

Experiencing Induced Insanity

I had not been able to talk with my mother or tell her anything of what I was going through, the most she would get out of me on the phone was a monotone of yes and no. So when I arrived unannounced on her doorstep with a child in tow, two stone lighter, dark circles under my eyes from sleep deprivation and a haunted look in my eyes. She was naturally very concerned and shocked at my appearance. It had taken all my concentration just to manage the hour drive to her house and I collapsed into her arms, crying and pleading with her to help me. But when she pressed me to tell her what was going on, I couldn’t speak the words I wanted to say.. The truth about what I had been going through and how I thought I had got into this situation in the first place. I could already feel the most horrifically, confusing, insane thoughts creeping into my conscious awareness. Where as three hours before they had not been there.

How was this happening so far from home?

But just like every other weekend before, it was something else I was being tested with. I instinctively knew I was in for a very bad few days but at least I was in a safe place, as was my child. My mother has never got over the shock of how I was that weekend and has suffered bouts of depression since at her inability to be able to do anything for me. I begged her to sleep with me, too terrified of being alone and she did.. I held her hand all night and did not let go, she was my anchor to this world. At one point I could not take any more and almost asked her to drive me to the nearest hospital… yet I knew that as soon as I did that, in my current state, I would not be getting out any time soon and as I was the sole provider for my children. I had to hold on and weather this out, praying, for the first time in my life, that at some point it would stop and I would return to some semblance of normality after the mental and emotional effects had been experienced and catalogued. By Sunday afternoon, after sitting hunched up, arms around my knees for almost 24 hours, not daring to speak or move. I was coaxed into eating some food, cooked by my mother’s husband who had respectfully just looked on at me all weekend with a very concerned look in his eye.

As I expected, within 10 minutes of eating some food. Electrons began to fire in my mind, signals being processed and ‘uploaded’. This is the only way I can describe it for the reader. It was the most awful feeling, like fire ants crawling around your brain. As I lay curled up on the couch I heard again the woman’s voice “ That was a close call, we nearly lost her then”. By now I was passed caring, my mother persuaded me to take half a sleeping tablet and I was then allowed to sleep. Whatever I had just been subjected to I had come through it by the skin of my teeth…

Sleep Deprivation, Forced Sleep and Timed Waking

Sleep deprivation is a form of torture. It fucks with your mind and is a well known technique used by agencies and terrorists the world over. The body needs to sleep, the mind needs the release of dreams. When both are prevented bad things start to happen. Having been deprived of sleep for so long a person begins to loose their grip on reality. The mind needs dream-time in order to function properly. Eventually a person gets that feeling when your eyes drooping heavily without any control over them as you desperately want to close your eyes and drift off into dream world. Imagine if this state of mind could be induced upon a person when you wanted it to.

After weeks of suffering sleep deprivation, when I was allowed to sleep it was this feeling that would come over me the moment I lay down, anywhere… regardless of the time of day. It was like a trigger. At nights, I would try to resist it by sitting upright but eventually I couldn’t fight the irresistible urge to just close my eyes just once. A heavy, drugged like sleep would overtake me, very similar to the drugged sleep that I had had after taking the sleeping tablets at my mothers. As if, again, this was not naturally induced but imprinted on my mind. So late in the evenings I would give in and find myself drifting off into the sleep I so needed only to be shocked into full wakefulness just as I went into that relaxed state before REM by an electrical pulse in my head, time after time, after time! This went on for months. I began to hear noises and words in my sleep, I would be dreaming and consciously aware that I was then I would hear a voice-to-skull (V2K) transmission and be immediately awoken up by it.. I heard the woman’s voice tell me I was now a “Trojan Horse”? Another time I was told I had created a monster. I don’t even want to consider what the implications of that are.

Then I had to follow commands and go pee and have another drink (only water was allowed) and eat something before I was allowed to go back to sleep. They had figured me out. At night, it becomes automatic when you are too exhausted to fight against it. You couldn’t make this shit up.. I am telling the reader everything as I remember it and the more I remember, the more it comes back to me, its not a pleasant feeling.

The straw that almost broke the camels back

One weekend when my children were visiting with their father, I was really alone for the first time since everything had started. My kids knew something was wrong, I was not myself but I put on a brave face the whole time in order not to worry them unduly. I could not go to my mothers house, as she was away on holiday. I had no friends I could stay with either. So I had to remain on my own in an empty house. I had no idea what would happen to me this weekend, I had not been given any clues.

As it turned out, it was as if someone knew I was alone. This weekend was suicide weekend. I have never seriously contemplated how I would take my own life, I mean really thought about the implications of how to do it properly so it would work. Not a cry for help but a deliberate ‘checking out’ and the inevitable consequences that would entail for all my family and friends. That weekend in early August I was made to.

This was the first time in 3 months I had really gone on the internet for anything other than checking my bank account and occasional email. I couldn’t even put the TV on or the radio. I couldn’t take it in, information overload. I did not eat anything for 3 days, I sipped only water. I was very weak, of mind and body. It would have been a relief, frankly, to have gone ahead with it. To finally get some peace from everything that I was trying to cope with. Yet…

Each method, was googled and debated over. I would have lucid moments when I would wonder the the hell I was doing but then the fog would sink over me again and I would begin to think about how I would even begin to try and hang myself, researching it online. None of the methods I looked at were particularly appealing and even fewer actually end up in death, only painful weeks of hospital care, months of rehabilitation and ultimately in my case, the possible loss of custody of my children. This was and always has been my paramount fear throughout this whole episode. The one reason I never spoke about what I was suffering through. Who would then have to take care of my children, I knew they did not want to live with anyone other then myself. Could I ever put them through the kind of heart wrenching grief of having to grow up without their mom? The answer was always no. I have pretty much brought my kids up on my own since birth, one way or another, They are all I have and they became my rock that kept me here. It is vitally important that the reader remembers that.

I did not move from the couch all weekend. I took my bedding downstairs, too afraid to go upstairs alone. I had the bottle of sleeping pills and strong painkillers open and spilled out onto the table, various sharp knives and a new blade from the bathroom cabinet. For two days I attempted to pluck up the courage to end it all. Every time I failed, I was taunted with a voice that said with glee “You can’t do it bitch…” I have never forgotten how low I became that weekend and just how close I was to checking out. I counted down the hours and minutes till my kids came home, so I would no longer be on my own and would have to spring into fake life and carry on the false charade I been keeping up for months now. Again, the thought of them kept me going, my responsibilities as a mother.

Sunday evening and I heard a car pull up.. a glimmer of hope, relief that they were finally home.

Imagine then my utter horror and totally panicked confusion when upon walking in the house, inside me, inside my head, almost reverberating around my body so loud and totally unexpectedly, I heard the words ‘Kill the kids’ repeated over and over again.!!!!!

It was all I could do to even say hi to them, I grabbed my car keys and flew out of the house muttering something about going to the store to buy groceries. By the time I reached the end of the road, it had stopped but I was shaking all over in a complete state of shock. It never happened again and all the severe feelings that I had gone through over the weekend had gone by the time I got home. When I was stood in the shop, I felt the now familiar and dreaded scanning.. Everything I had gone through, the emotions and mental thought processes had all been catalogued and uploaded.

I know how this must sound to those of you reading this and I can imagine what it is you are thinking. I pray you have never had to go to the places my mind was forced to go to. But know that other Ti’s have and didn’t make it through to tell the tale.

Seeking Help

That weekend was the straw that broke my will. On the Monday, I was moving the TV around in the living room and received an electric shock from it, I passed out cold on the floor for a good few minutes. To this day I am convinced that this disrupted the ‘frequency’ that I had been tuned into and that was enabling all this to be done to me. On the Tuesday at work, I broke down with the old lady who’s house I had been cleaning the very first day I started the job 3 months earlier. We sat on her bed crying, she because she had lost her husband to cancer less than a year ago and was having a bad day.. Me because when she started I couldn’t contain my own feelings any longer. I cried, long, hard, wrenching, heart breaking sobs. I had already made my mind up that I had to seek help because I could not go through another dose of what had happened that previous weekend. What frightened me most that day was on the drive back to my place of work I had to go along a dual carriageway, as I put my foot down and got up to 70 mph, I heard a man’s voice say “God you drive too fast in your country” and a strange, detached feeling began to come over me. I felt an irresistible urge to put my foot down hard and drive at dangerous speeds and in my mind was again flashed an image of my twitching my arms to swerve the vehicle into a wall at speed. I took the exit and went on the back roads at slow speeds, crying all the way.

I broke down in front of my Boss later that day and gave her a very brief run down of what had been going on. She must have thought I had lost the plot, she spoke to medical friend of hers and demanded I go see a Dr that same day. If I made the appointment there in front of her and took some time off work and got some help, rest and food, I could come back whenever I was ready and she would keep my job open for me. Not to worry and just get well, take as long as I needed. Bosses like that are few and far between considering I had not been there long.

The appointment at the medical centre was for was 6pm. I had chosen a man who had known me previously and I got on well with. I tried to sit in the waiting room and wondered what I was going to say to him. Getting up, I began pacing the room and edging my way closer to the exit, loosing my bottle the longer I had to wait. I was the last patient to be seen that night. I do not know exactly what I said to him but it was as if a cork had been removed from a bottle and it all came flooding out. I had enough sense to keep some of it to myself. I pleaded with him not to section me, that I wasn’t crazy and that this had all been done TO me and that he knew me and this wasn’t like me to behave in such a manner.

Luckily he did know me very well and he knew that I was not one for lying, I doubt he could understand, let alone comprehend some of the things I told him about how it was being done to me. But he could see I was in a desperate state and needed help immediately because I was obviously at the end of my tether. He also put to rest my fearful mind about being sectioned saying it happened very rarely nowadays with the kinds of medication that could be taken and that they preferred to treat people in their own homes.

I was there for two hours. He sent me home with some sleeping pills and contacted the local Mental Health care team to come around and see me that evening. They we kind, understanding and caring. Not at all what I had expected.

From the moment I sought help the incidents began to lessen and eventually stopped a few weeks later. I cannot say that it was a coincidence that I got an electric shock or if that it was because I spoke out loud about what I had been going through and sought some professional help.

I would not advocate anyone going to their Dr. with a story like this without first taking printed evidence, which is why I wrote the previous article. I was lucky and I was sensible enough to know what to say and what not to say.

I was put on anti psychotic medication, anti depressants and sleeping pills but only for the first week, of which I took very few as without the electric pulses going off in my head whenever I was on the verge of falling deeply asleep, I was able to after months, fall asleep naturally. Nightmares, however, were a frequent occurrence and still are occasionally when I try to think back and remember that time.

By January, I had weaned myself off the anti psychotics, which I was never happy about taking and didn’t feel as if they made a big difference and the PTSD symptoms had lessened to a manageable degree. By the end of February my critical thinking skills had returned and I was able to finally sit and watch a safe movie (nothing with violence or tense scenes) with my kids and take it in. It took a lot of hard work on my behalf to get myself back to some resemblance of who I used to be, even longer to be able to smile and laugh about anything. In my diary on my eldest child’s birthday I had written ‘Who am I now?’ Writing this has inevitably brought back some very unpleasant emotions and memories but I feel as if it has been a cathartic experience and something that I would at some point need to do to close a door on a period of my life I don’t want to remember. Yet can never forget.

Who would want to do this to me and why?

Will I ever find out who it was? I doubt it…but I already have my suspicions.

Am I angry at what they put me through… no I am DISGUSTED!!!!

What they did was a crime against my mind and soul…!!!

Without my ‘rocks’ and that includes my kids, mom and brother, I probably would not be here now to write this account. In fact, I know I wouldn’t. Period.

Mind control is the most terrible imaginable crime because it is committed not against the body, but against the mind. But above all remember that no matter what happens in your life, you have an immortal soul.

Mind Control, Synthetic Telepathy, Cloned Emotions, S-Squad, Pulsed Microwaves, Project Soul Catcher and H.A.A.R.P are tools of evil psychopaths. There is evidence that this kind of technology will be used on an unsuspecting public at some point in the future. This CANNOT be allowed to happen. It is totally INHUMANE and It MUST be stopped by ANY means. I would not wish what I went through upon my worst enemy. I am still incapable of comprehending how anyone could do something like this to another human being.

Thank you for taking the time to read this true account.

Lily Morgan 2012.

Artificial/Synthetic Telepathy And Mind Control

By Lily Morgan, March 31, 2012

Special thanks to Lily Morgan for letting me re-post this here. Technologies that violate the sacred space of an individual’s mind are more prolific than people realize. Becoming familiar with these technologies is the first step to recognizing their pattern of influence—not just as they may apply to yourself or friends and family, but also in the wider net of Perception Management throughout the alternative and new-age community as well. Uses and abuses of this technology are no longer reserved for unaware military and/or  black op(s) employees, or MILAB abductees. This form of victimization is heinous, cruel, and wrong at every level of human decency. The original article can be found at the following link: http://emvsinfo.blogspot.de/2012/03/artificialsynthetic-telepathy-and-mind.html

The full article is below. –Crystal Clark, November 24th, 2012

In order to have an understanding of my personal observation of my own experience with Mind Control and Synthetic Telepathy it is vital that the reader familiarizes themselves with some background information and technical details on the development of Mind Control and Electromagnetic Weapons. I ask this because these technologies can and are being used against TI’s (Targeted Individuals) and whole populations on a global scale, if not currently then plans for the future are being prepared, tested and perfected. As such, the first part of this article is devoted to providing quotes from other people’s research and their personal experiences. Had I not already spent some time making myself aware of these subjects, when I became a TI  myself, I would not have had a knowledge base to eventually build a picture of what I was consciously aware of at the time, as it was happening to me. The consequences of the application of these technologies in the wrong hands are horrifying and inhumane.

Artificial

Made or produced by human beings rather than occurring naturally, typically as a copy of something natural.




Telepathy

“Telepathy” is derived from the Greek terms tele (“distant”) and pathe (“occurrence” or “feeling”). The term was coined in 1882 by the French psychical researcher Fredric W. H. Myers, a founder of the Society for Psychical Research (SPR).

Mind Control

Mind control (also known as brainwashing, coercive persuasion, mind abuse, thought control, or thought reform) refers to a process in which a group or individual “systematically uses unethically manipulative methods to persuade others to conform to the wishes of the manipulator(s), often to the detriment of the person being manipulated”

Mind Rape

When Mind reading and mind control are used against a person it is sometimes refered to as mind rape. The reason is that in general mind reading is not used to observe but instead to control a person in illegal ways or to inflict maximum damage (including death) to a person. Mind rape occurs whenever one’s brain feels as though it has been assaulted viciously by some event or thing in reality and when someone can convince and manipulate someone’s thoughts and therefore their actions.

Love Bombing

“Mind-control techniques such as love-bombing are designed to bypass a person’s intelligence and especially his critical-thinking skills. When a person suddenly receives an overwhelming amount of love and acceptance, it is extremely difficult for them to stand back and assess the reasons for this or question something they desperately don’t want to have disappear.” Love Bombing is a technique widely used to initially entice, and then to later control and manipulate.

MIND CONTROL WEAPON

The term “Mind control” basically means covert attempts to influence the thoughts and behavior of human beings against their will (or without their knowledge), particularly when surveillance of an individual is used as an integral part of such influencing and the term “Psychotronic Torture” comes from psycho (of psychological) and electronic. This is actually a very sophisticated form of remote technological torture that slowly invalidates and incapacitates a person. These invisible and non-traceable technological assaults on human beings are done in order to destroy someone psychologically and physiologically. Actually, as per scientific resources, the human body, much like a computer, contains myriad data processors. They include, but are not limited to, the chemical-electrical activity of the brain, heart, and peripheral nervous system, the signals sent from the cortex region of the brain to other parts of our body, the tiny hair cells in the inner ear that process auditory signals, and the light-sensitive retina and cornea of the eye that process visual activity. We are on the threshold of an era in which these data processors of the human body may be manipulated or debilitated. http://www.cyberbrain.se/?page_id=112

Mind Control and Electromagnetic Weapons

Many Thanks for in-depth and invaluable information kindly quoted from these sites: http://www.stopeg.com/mindrape.html
 http://www.nwbotanicals.org/oak/newphysics/synthtele/synthtele.html I strongly recommend further reading as I have only been able to briefly touch upon some of the information available on the net with regards Mind Control.

General introduction to mind reading, mind control, mind rape

Mind control is a controversial subject most importantly because more disinformation has been released about mind control than with any other subject. Mind control is very real however and was performed by our national secret services yesterday and is performed by our national secret services today!

Mind control is about the controlling the mind and can have a lot of appearances. You might be controlled by subjective propaganda in your favorite news paper, or on your favorite television channel. But you may be brainwashed by certain drugs or voices beamed into your head because some people do not like you. A lot has been written on this subject. I quote parts of some books, reports, documents below, for more information just google the internet.

From THE RAPE OF THE MIND by Joost A. M. Meerloo:
The rape of the mind and stealthy mental coercion are among the oldest crimes of mankind. They probably began back in pre historic days when man first discovered that he could exploit human qualities of empathy and understanding in order to exert power over his fellow men. The word “rape” is derived from the Latin word _rapere_, to snatch, but also is related to the words to rave and raven. It means to overwhelm and to enrapture, to invade, to usurp, to pillage and to steal. The modern words “brainwashing,” “thought control,” and “menticide” serve to provide a clearer conception of the actual methods by which man’s integrity can be violated. When a concept is given its right name, it can be more easily recognized and it is with this recognition that the opportunity for systematic correction begins. From Terms Other Than Mind Control: One problem with the term “mind control” is the “kook” association. This association/stereotype is reinforced in some of the popular culture — as well as by certain victims (or provocateurs) who sound “crazy.” [There are cointelpro-style provocateurs who want to keep the real victims discredited, if possible, because they work as a damage control unit for the victimizers.] Many other people encountering the term “mind control” are just citizens who are purposely kept ignorant of the known and documented history of mind control — as well as the state of the technology right now.

From Terms Other Than Mind Control:
One problem with the term “mind control” is the “kook” association. This association/stereotype is reinforced in some of the popular culture — as well as by certain victims (or provocateurs) who sound “crazy.” [There are cointelpro-style provocateurs who want to keep the real victims discredited, if possible, because they work as a damage control unit for the victimizers.] Many other people encountering the term “mind control” are just citizens who are purposely kept ignorant of the known and documented history of mind control — as well as the state of the technology right now.

From Hearing Voices from the blog Artificial Telepathy
The problem is that artificial telepathy provides the perfect weapon for mental torture and information theft. It provides an extremely powerful means for exploiting, harassing, controlling, and raping the mind of any person on earth. It opens the window to quasi-demonic possession of another person’s soul.

When used as a “nonlethal” weapons system it becomes an ideal means for neutralizing or discrediting a political opponent. Peace protesters, inconvenient journalists and the leaders of vocal opposition groups can be stunned into silence with this weapon. Artificial telepathy also offers an ideal means for complete invasion of privacy. If all thoughts can be read, then Passwords, PIN numbers, and personal secrets simply cannot be protected. One cannot be alone in the bathroom or shower. Embarrassing private moments cannot be hidden: they are subject to all manner of hurtful comments and remarks. Evidence can be collected for blackmail with tremendous ease: all the wrongs or moral lapses of one’s past are up for review.

From Operation Mind Control (exerpts from) by Walter H. Bowart
The CIA succeeded in developing a whole range of psycho-weapons to expand its already ominous psychological warfare arsenal. With these capabilities, it was now possible to wage a new kind of war—a war which would take place invisibly, upon the battlefield of the human mind. … [p. 19]

Mind control is the most terrible imaginable crime because it is committed not against the body, but against the mind and the soul. Dr. Joost A. M. Meerloo expresses the attitude of the majority of psychologists in calling it ‘mind rape,’ and warns that it poses a great ‘danger of destruction of the spirit’ which can be ‘compared to the threat of total physical destruction . . .’ … [p. 23]

This technology has been around for many years in the U.S. A lot of people, have been used as guinea pigs for testing. It is a satellite delivered EEG. Many people, have lost everything as a result, family, employment,etc. The EEG was developed in 1920. BRAIN WAVE MONITORS / ANALYZERS (MIND THOUGHT DECIPHERING)

Lawrence Pinneo, a neurophysiologist and electronic engineer working for Stanford Research Institute (a military contractor) is the first “known” pioneer in this field. In 1974, he developed a computer system which correlated brain waves on an electroencephalograph with specific commands.

In the early 1990s, Dr. Edward Taub reported that words could be communicated onto a screen using the thought-activated movements of the computer cursor. How is it done?

The magnetic field around the head, the brain waves of an individual can be monitored by satellite. The transmitter is therefore the brain itself just as body heat is used for “Iris” satellite tracking (infrared) or mobile phones or bugs can be tracked as “transmitters.” In the case of the brain wave monitoring the results are then fed back to the relevant computers. Monitors then use the information to conduct “conversation” where audible Neurophone input is “applied” to the target / victim.

OTHER KNOW TECHNOLOGIES CURRENTLY UNDER SECRECY ORDERS BRAINWAVE SCANNERS / PROGRAMS: First program developed in 1994 by Dr. Donald York and Dr. Thomas Jensen. In 1994, the brain wave patterns of 40 subjects were officially correlated with both spoken words and silent thought. This was achieved by a neurophysiologist, Dr. Donald York, and a speech pathologist, Dr. Thomas Jensen, from the University of Missouri. They clearly identified 27 words, / syllables in specific brain wave patterns and produced a computer program with a brain wave vocabulary.

Using lasers / satellites, and high-powered computers, the agencies have now gained the ability to decipher human thoughts – a from a considerable distance. (instantaneously)

DESCRIPTION: As personal scanning and tracking system involving the monitoring of an individual EMF via remote means; e.g. Satellite. The results are fed to thought activated computers that possess a complete brainwave vocabulary.

PURPOSE: Practically, communication with stroke victims and brain-activated control of modern jets are two applications. However, more often, it is used to mentally rape a Civilian target; their thoughts being referenced immediately and/ or recorded for future use

Pulsed Microwave Technology
Pulsed microwave voice-to-skull (or other-sound-to-skull) transmission was discovered during World War II by radar technicians who found they could hear the buzz of the train of pulses being transmitted by radar equipment they were working on. This phenomenon has been studied extensively by Dr. Allan Frey, (Willow Grove, 1965) whose work has been published in a number of reference books.

What Dr. Frey found was that single pulses of microwave could be heard by some people as “pops” or “clicks”, while a train of uniform pulses could be heard as a buzz, without benefit of any type of receiver.

Dr. Frey also found that a wide range of frequencies, as low as 125 MHz (well below microwave) worked for some combination of pulse power and pulse width. Detailed unclassified studies mapped out those frequencies and pulse characteristics which are optimum for generation of “microwave hearing”.

Very significantly, when discussing electronic mind control, is the fact that the peak pulse power required is modest – something like 0.3 watts per square centimeter of skull surface, and that this power level is only applied or needed for a very small percentage of each pulse’s cycle time. 0.3-watts/sq cm is about what you get under a 250-watt heat lamp at a distance of one meter. It is not a lot of power.

When you take into account that the pulse train is off (no signal) for most of each cycle, the average power is so low as to be nearly undetectable. This is the concept of “spike” waves used in radar and other military forms of communication.

Frequencies that act as voice-to-skull carriers are not single frequencies, as, for example TV or cell phone channels. Each sensitive frequency is actually a range or “band” of frequencies. A technology used to reduce both interference and detection is called “spread spectrum”. Spread spectrum signals usually have the carrier frequency “hop” around within a specified band. Unless a receiver “knows” this hop schedule in advance, like other forms of encryption there is virtually no chance of receiving or detecting a coherent readable signal. Spectrum analyzers, used for detection, are receivers with a screen. A spread spectrum signal received on a spectrum analyzer appears as just more “static” or noise.

The actual method of the first successful unclassified voice to skull experiment was in 1974, by Dr. Joseph C. Sharp and Mark Grove, then at the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research. A Frey-type audible pulse was transmitted every time the voice waveform passed down through the zero axes, a technique easily duplicated by ham radio operators who build their own equipment. The sensation is reported as a buzzing, clicking, or hissing which seems to originate within or just behind the head. The phenomenon occurs with carrier densities as low as microwatts per square centimeter with carrier frequencies from 0.3-3.0 GHz. By proper choice of pulse characteristics, intelligent speech may be created.

Dr. James Lin of Wayne State University has written a book entitled: Microwave Auditory Effects and Applications. It explores the possible mechanisms for the phenomenon, and discusses possibilities for the deaf, as persons with certain types of hearing loss can still hear pulsed microwaves (as tones or clicks and buzzes, if words aren’t modulated on). Lin mentions the Sharp and Grove experiment and comments: “The capability of communicating directly with humans by pulsed microwaves is obviously not limited to the field of therapeutic medicine.”

“Synthetic Telepathy”
In 1975, researcher A. W. Guy stated that “one of the most widely observed and accepted biologic effects of low average power electromagnetic energy is the auditory sensation evoked in man when exposed to pulsed microwaves.”

He concluded that at frequencies where the auditory effect can be easily detected, microwaves penetrate deep into the tissues of the head, causing rapid thermal expansion (at the microscopic level only) that produces strains in the brain tissue.

An acoustic stress wave is then conducted through the skull to the cochlea, and from there, it proceeds in the same manner as in conventional hearing. It is obvious that receiver-less radio has not been adequately publicized or explained because of national security concerns.

Today, the ability to remotely transmit microwave voices inside a target’s head is known inside the Pentagon as “Synthetic Telepathy”. According to Dr. Robert Becker, “Synthetic Telepathy has applications in covert operations designed to drive a target crazy with voices or deliver undetected instructions to a programmed assassin.”

This technology may have contributed to the deaths of 25 defense scientists variously employed by Marconi Underwater and Defense Systems, Easems and GEC. Most of the scientists worked on highly sensitive electronic warfare programs for NATO, including the Strategic Defense Initiative. It is claimed that directed energy weapons might have been used to literally drive these men to suicide and 291accidents.

Biological Amplification Using Microwave Band Frequencies
The next major development in ELF weaponry was the concept of a biological amplification of these signals at the cell level to perpetuate and set up resonance for more sophisticated information transfer. This was the beginning of using more than one technology in a stack to do something “more.” While this was implied, it was never developed in “The Holographic Concept of Reality.”

Electromagnetic fields or relatively weak power levels can affect intercellular communication. Bio-amplification is apparently why radio signals of very low average power (mw) can produce audio effects, and is difficult to detect. [Electromagnetic Interaction with Biological Systems, ed. Dr. James C. Lin, Univ. of Illinois, 1989, Plenum Press, NY]

Imposed weak low frequency fields (and radio frequency fields) that are many orders of magnitude weaker in the pericellular fluid (fluid between adjacent cells) than the membrane potential gradient (voltage across the membrane) can modulate the action of hormones, antibody neurotransmitters and cancer-promoting molecules at their cell surface receptor sites.

These ELF sensitivities appear to involve nonequilibrium and highly cooperative processes that mediate a major amplification of initial weak triggers associated with the binding of these molecules (specific cell surface receptor sites). Membrane amplification is inherent in this trans-membrane signaling sequence.

Initial stimuli associated with weak perpendicular EM fields and with binding of stimulating molecules at their membrane receptor sites elicit a highly cooperative modification of Ca++ binding to glycoproteins along the membrane.

A longitudinal spread is consistent with the direction of extracellular current flow associated with physiological activity and imposed EM fields. This cooperative modification of surface Ca++ binding is an amplifying stage. By imposing RF fields, there is a far greater increase in Ca++ efflux than is accounted for in the events of receptor-ligand binding. from imposing RF fields.
Enzymes are protein molecules that function as catalysts, initiating and enhancing chemical reactions that would not otherwise occur at tissue temperatures. This ability resides in the pattern of electrical charges on the molecular surface.

Activation of these enzymes and the reactions in which they participate involve energies millions of times greater than in the cell surface, triggering events initiated by the EM fields, emphasizing the membrane amplification inherent in this trans-membrane signaling sequence.

Frey and Messenger confirmed that a microwave pulse with a slow rise time was ineffectual in producing an auditory response. Only if the rise time is short, resulting in effect in a square wave with respect to the leading edge of the envelope of radiated radio-frequency energy, does the auditory response occur. This is why we don’t “hear” ordinary radio and TV signals.
The significance of “Embryonic Holography” now becomes more understandable. For example, the specific frequency bands (0.3-3.0 Hz) are so flat as to appear almost 2-dimensional to most biological processes on a semi-quantum mechanical level. This means that these frequencies can be seen as “scalar” in their possible interaction with specific brain processes.
What these frequencies really are, however, are actual holograms of specific thoughts. They have a third component of detail (much like the patented P300 wave). This means that a hybrid form of brain fingerprinting is now possible. And, once these “images” are stored (usually in a very sophisticated super-cooled computer), similar responses can be fed back to the person, inducing virtually any state desired (via entrainment protocols).

The next two paragraphs are of particular importance and I ask the reader to take extra time to allow the consequences of these technologies used against TI and whole populations. The advent of Satellites, Mobile phone masts, HAARP and wireless technology has enabled an invisible delivery system with which to effect the minds and emotions of every person on this planet.

Silent Sound Technology – “S-quad”
Silent (converted-to-voice FM) hypnosis can be transmitted using a voice frequency modulator to generate the “voice.” It is a steady tone, near the high end of hearing range (15,000 Hz), plus a hypnotist’s voice, varying from 300 – 4,000 Hz. These two signals are frequency modulated. The output now appears as a steady tone, like tinnitus, but with hypnosis embedded. The FM-voice controls the timing of the transmitter’s pulse.

Each vertical line is one short pulse of microwave signal at a frequency to which the human brain is sensitive. Timing of each microwave pulse is controlled by each down-slope crossing of the voice wave (Sharp’s method, 1974). Then the brain converts the train of microwave pulses back to inaudible voice. There is no conscious defense possible against this form of hypnosis.
Ordinary radio and TV signals use a smooth waveform called a ‘sine’ wave. This wave signal cannot normally penetrate the voltage gradient across the nerve cell walls. Radar signals consist of very short and powerful pulses of sine wave type signals, and can penetrate the steep voltage gradient across these nerve cell walls (Allan H. Frey, Cornell University, 1962).
Differences in osmosis of ions (dissolved salt components) cause a small voltage difference across cell walls. When a small voltage appears across a very tiny distance, the change in voltage is called very ‘steep.’ It is this steep gradient that keeps normal radio signals from throwing us into convulsions.

The mind-altering mechanism is based on a subliminal carrier technology: the Silent Sound Spread Spectrum (SSSS), sometimes called “S-quad” or “Squad”. It was developed by Dr Oliver Lowery of Norcross, Georgia, and is described in US Patent #5,159,703, “Silent Subliminal Presentation System”, dated October 27, 1992. The abstract for the patent reads:
“A silent communications system in which nonaural carriers, in the very low or very high audio-frequency range or in the adjacent ultrasonic frequency spectrum are amplitude- or frequency-modulated with the desired intelligence and propagated acoustically or vibrationally, for inducement into the brain, typically through the use of loudspeakers, earphones, or piezoelectric transducers. The modulated carriers may be transmitted directly in real time or may be conveniently recorded and stored on mechanical, magnetic, or optical media for delayed or repeated transmission to the listener.”

According to literature by Silent Sounds, Inc., it is now possible, using supercomputers, to analyze human emotional EEG patterns and replicate them, then store these “emotion signature clusters” on another computer and, at will, “silently induce and change the emotional state in a human being”.

Edward Tilton, President of Silent Sounds, Inc., says this about S-quad in a letter dated December 13, 1996:
“All schematics, however, have been classified by the US Government and we are not allowed to reveal the exact details… … we make tapes and CDs for the German Government, even the former Soviet Union countries! All with the permission of the US State Department, of course… The system was used throughout Operation Desert Storm (Iraq) quite successfully.”
“Induced Alpha to Theta Biofeedback Cluster Movement” is an output from “the world’s most versatile and most sensitive electroencephalograph (EEG) machine”. This device has a gain capability of 200,000, as compared to most other EEG machines (with gain capability of 50,000). It is software-driven by the “fastest of computers” using a noise nulling technology similar to that used by nuclear submarines for detecting small objects underwater at extreme range.

The purpose of all this high technology is to plot and display a moving cluster of periodic brainwave signals. The illustration shows an EEG display from a single individual, taken of left and right hemispheres simultaneously. This technology is very similar to that used to generate P300 waves.

Cloning the Emotions
By using these computer-enhanced EEGs, scientists can identify and isolate the brain’s low-amplitude “emotion signature clusters,” synthesize them and store them on another computer. In other words, by studying the subtle characteristic brainwave patterns that occur when a subject experiences a particular emotion, scientists have been able to identify the concomitant brainwave pattern and can now duplicate it.

“These clusters are then placed on the Silent Sound[TM] carrier frequencies and will silently trigger the occurrence of the same basic emotion in another human being!”
Regarding system delivery and applications, there is a lot more involved here than a simple subliminal sound system. There are numerous patented technologies that can be piggybacked individually or collectively onto a carrier frequency to elicit all kinds of effects.

There appear to be two methods of delivery with the system. One is direct microwave induction into the brain of the subject, limited to short-range operations. The other, as described above, utilizes ordinary radio and television carrier frequencies.

Far from necessarily being used as a weapon against a person, the system does have limitless positive applications. However, the fact that the sounds are subliminal makes them virtually undetectable and possibly dangerous to the general public.

In more conventional use, the Silent Sounds Subliminal System might utilize voice commands, e.g., as an adjunct to security systems. Beneath the musical broadcast that you hear in stores and shopping malls may be a hidden message that exhorts against shoplifting. And while voice commands alone are powerful, when the subliminal presentation system carries cloned emotional signatures, the result is overwhelming.

Free-market uses for this technology are the common self-help tapes, positive affirmation, relaxation and meditation tapes, as well as methods to increase learning capabilities. But there is strong evidence that this technology is being developed toward global mind control. The secrecy involved in the development of the electromagnetic mind-altering technology reflects the tremendous power that is inherent in it. To put it bluntly, whoever controls this technology can control the minds of men – all men.

There is evidence that the U.S. Government has plans to extend the range of this technology to envelop all peoples, all countries. This can be accomplished, and is being accomplished, by utilizing the nearly completed HAARP project for overseas areas and the GWEN network now in place in the U.S. The U.S. Government denies all this.

Dr Michael Persinger is a Professor of Psychology and Neuroscience at Laurentian University, Ontario, Canada. His work and findings indicate that strong electromagnetic fields can and will affect a person’s brain.

“Temporal lobe stimulation can evoke the feeling of a presence, disorientation, and perceptual irregularities. It can activate images stored in the subject’s memory, including nightmares and monsters that are normally suppressed.”

As you can see the development of Mind Control Weapons has developed into the realms of WMD: Weapons of MASS MIND Destruction. Over the next few weeks I will be recounting my own personal experiences of this technology and the effects it had upon myself and my family.

By Crystal Clark, September 25th, 2012

In the first book I released three years ago (currently out of print) I referred to several films of note in terms of patterns that deserve our attention, one of which was I Robot, starring Will Smith.

There was a particular scene in that film that has a great deal of meaning for us now that shouldn’t be overlooked. Will Smith played the character of a futuristic detective with severe trust issues regarding semi-intelligent robots living in almost every home at the time. His distrust and the “semi-intelligence” were intimately connected.

When he begins to pressure his boss more and more to consider that robots might be killing people, his boss replies that he’s “going to miss the good old days then”. Upon inquiring what was meant by that statement, his boss explains that the good old days represent a time when people killed people.

Why is this important? Below is a video that represents marketing genius when it comes to portraying police/military drones in an adorable and cutesie kind of way, but they are nothing of the sort, I can assure you. Yet they look so neat when they all fly in formation, flashing their pretty lights for us in all different colors at the same time! Of course they do—how else are your controllers going to be successful at getting to you accept these machines as a “normal” part of your reality? Drones are a gateway technology leading to more technopathic [technocratic] abuses, and a most blatant example of the “all-seeing-eye” if there ever was one.

That said, I’m going to repeat the same message here I posted some time ago on my FB page in response to the attached video [embedding disabled–click on link to open]:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShGl5rQK3ew

If you’re one of the police or even military officers around the world that have been conned into accepting this technology, whether based on aiding you in upholding the law or aiding you in abusing it, I hope you’ll pay special attention to what I’m about to repeat; not just about the video, but about the drone concept in general:

“This is so wrong in so many ways, and there’s something exceptionally important about this that ALL police should consider. Not only will drones one day put them all out of a job by replacing them, but when that happens, the special club they thought they were in, one that would always look the other way and protect them, will cease to exist. The days of “we’ve got each other’s back because we wear the same uniform” will be long gone. There will be no more uniforms—only machines—and you won’t be one of them.”

If there’s anything meaningful left to say on the issue that isn’t at the very least already implied at one level or another, I have not discovered it. Whatever we cause or allow to be done to others, be it good bad, always comes back to us in the end. This is no different.

*Updated on November 4th, 2012 with the information below:

http://youtu.be/oUzpIHCu8BE

By Crystal Clark

July 25th, 2012

“The individual is handicapped by coming face-to-face with a conspiracy so monstrous he cannot believe it exists.” –J. Edgar Hoover

It might seem odd to begin this article with that particular quote, but it has its place. Detachment, as it is with many other things, has its upside and downside. At some point the newborn must be detached from its mother by cutting the umbilical cord, and we often fair better if we disassociate from things like murderers and poisons to protect ourselves and our families.  We may even go so far as to accept the moral imperative in doing so. However, there comes a point at which an individual should be intelligent enough to recognize that when detachment/dissociation from harmful circumstances is no longer possible, it is no longer a meaningful resolution to the problem.

This is expressed through continued escalations of harmful influences and disturbances, upon which one should rightfully wonder if detachment and dissociation were good strategies to begin with. Did painting with too broad a ‘detachment/disassociation’ brush cause more problems than it solved by letting things fester? Was its improper application a reflection of fear, apathy or even cowardice? Moreover, will we keep using it to white-wash or gloss over the mistakes we made in the process?  This is exactly what has been happening more often than not on this planet, and Cognitive Dissonance is a big part of it.

Cognitive Dissonance: Discomfort or anxiety resulting from simultaneously holding contradictory or incompatible views, beliefs or ideas; Imbalance between cognitions; holding two conflicting beliefs at the same time; discrepancy between ones beliefs and actions.

This particular article series (Painting With Too Broad a Brush) began, in part, as a response to how often I’m hearing the term “detachment” being overly sold as the new and improved way of dealing with the most pressing issues of our time—issues tied to the survival of the human race no less. This ideology not only refused to address those issues in the past when they were easier to resolve in their infantile stages, but also, still, aids and abets our own self-destruction the longer it continues.

This trend moved from disturbing to almost criminal when it was up-sold with abhorrent notions that “you’re not spiritually advanced” if you actually have an attachment to the outcome of your humanity, and therefore human family. In other words, you’re a moral and spiritual neophyte if you “actually care” what happens to the seven billion people on this planet and their future. Haven’t come across that one yet? Given the rate this excessively absurd ideology is spreading, it won’t be long. We would do well to ask ourselves where this is coming from, and the answers may surprise you—especially if you thought I was specifically referring to the New Age community.

While the ill-gotten hopefuls of the genocidal New World Order must participate each year in the Cremation of Care ritual by burning and sacrificing a child effigy (signifying their care) to an enormous owl, we label it Satanic and scoff at it. At the same time hundreds, thousands, and even millions of “spiritual” people are also cremating their own cares—not at the feet of an owl during a secret ceremony, no. Rather they are doing it at the feet of every New Age guru that sells it to them with a sweet smile and promises of ascension to a dimension they have no idea even exists. Why is it so easy to sell? Two reasons: 1) It requires nothing of people in terms of change or taking action; 2) J. Edgar Hoover already explained the other reason—a stage every ‘awake’ person went through at some point on their journey, which also means it can be overcome.

Now, if you’re one of TPTB or a new-ager, no worries—you can’t be singled out as though you have some kind of monopoly on the detachment from physical reality idea. Many of our Christian counterparts are also too busy waiting to be raptured out of here to make any meaningful changes to a future they don’t believe they will be around to experience. To be sure, this idea has been around for a long time, in terms of cremating our cares or being in the world but not of it kind of thing. The principle itself does have a proper place in certain circumstances—it’s the extreme or overly broad application of it that creates problems. One doesn’t have to look far to see that we have an awful lot of problems right now, and if these problems grew out of detachment to the outcome, we certainly can’t expect them to get better with more of the same. Moreover, I can assure you the children of today know a lot more than we give them credit for. They know how many people don’t care, too, and unlike a multitude of adults, they actually know what it means for their future.

As if that isn’t enough, the world looked on in admiration at ceremonies held during the 2012 Olympic Games in which this very same theme was more than echoed. It would be entirely wrong to say that millions of people didn’t understand what they saw—what it really meant and represented—a celebration of genocide and death. They either don’t know how to face it or they just don’t care, but in either case, both can be overcome. There was no large owl or self-proclaimed spiritual leader this time (unless that’s what the giant reaper was meant to symbolize), but the dead baby (representing the future of the human race) was indeed quite a bit bigger—a little more ‘in (y)our face’ than usual. It was definitely brazen, but I can see why. After all, regardless of the mechanism of presentation, they really have been incredibly successful at brainwashing millions (perhaps even billions) of people into “accepting what is” because it’s the latest spiritual fad. In this case the new black really is different from the old one—it’s quite a bit darker. It was incredibly difficult to watch those ceremonies wondering if I’m one of the few people left on earth that actually still cares about the future of our children and our planet.

What IS happening, IS global genocide. I will NOT accept that, and deep down where it really counts, neither will you. Not giving a damn about the senseless death, starvation and suffering of billions of people—which includes you and your families as well at some point—is not an option on my table, and perhaps after you honestly answer the following questions (again privately and to yourselves), you’ll come to see it was never really an option for you, either.

Further, I suspect you’ll come to see more than just the Cognitive Dissonance working in your lives. Perhaps you’ll also see the hands that relentlessly exploit it, as they really are—lifeless bones stripped of any living hopes, cares, and meaningful actions necessary for life to continue on. Those who cannot see life as a wondrous sacred miracle to experience and behold, and therefore protect, have become the willfully walking dead—they are already lifeless. Given what I’ve covered here so far, in conjunction with the endlessly marketed zombie apocalypse, that’s a little more than ironic, don’t you think?

If you really and truly believe that detachment from the outcome (reality), love and light, wishful thinking, prayer and meditation, raising your vibration or intentions alone are enough to overcome anything (which includes corruption and mass murder), and that any/all other actions are not necessary, would you do the following things:

1. Call an ambulance for help with life-threating situations?
2. Take vitamins?
3. Wash your hands with soap that kills germs?
4. Take antibiotics?
5. Eat rancid meat?
6. Drink contaminated water?
7. Knowingly drink fluoride; feed your children fluoride?
8. Knowingly eat GMO’s; feed your children GMO’s?
9. Eat or drink anything at all?
10. Play in, or let your children play in, toxic waste dumps?
11. Knowingly eat (or feed your children) seafood full of oil and Corexit?
12. Inject your children full of toxic vaccines?
13. Call the Fire Department to save your burning house?
14. Brush your teeth?

I could certainly go on and on here, but I can’t see why it would be necessary. That said, let me reiterate that no matter how many “Cremation of Care” ceremonies the TPTB perform at the behest of their Satanic/N.W.O. masters, nor how many others will repeat the same lies and meaningless rituals at the behest of gurus or pastors, ALL OF THEM—even you—will often behave and therefore act in ways that are entirely contradictory to those proffered and repeated beliefs.

This is Cognitive Dissonance, and the New Age movement suffers from it every bit as much as the TPTB and religious zealots. You know as well as I do that most Satanists and Spiritual/Religious guru’s alike, WILL do whatever they can to keep themselves and their children healthy and alive, and this goes well beyond happy thoughts, raising vibrations, accepting what is, detachment to the outcome, and all-around not really caring.

To emphasize the point, so utterly two-faced is the Cognitive Dissonance on both sides of the Satanic and Light Worker spectrums, especially, that they can’t hold a candle to Jehovah Witnesses. Now there is a people that actually practice what they preach, and their children do often suffer and die for it. I eek out a small satisfaction and keep some hope for our future knowing that the New Agers and Satanists aren’t willing to go that far down the road of insanity—yet. When my mother was young, one of her cousins died because their parents were Jehovah Witnesses and refused to get treatment for the child. If prayer alone wasn’t enough to save the child, it was simply God’s will that they didn’t live. Beyond prayer and well-wishing, they didn’t lift a finger to save the child. They simply “accepted what is”.

All the same, while most of our attention is constantly redirected to the absurdity of Satanists, ever keeping us from identifying the same patterns being sold elsewhere under different names, the New Age community has taken it even further. Jehovah Witnesses at least believe, to some degree, that our Creator actually cares about us enough to engage in our affairs. They take the idea of “let go and let God” to new heights, yes, but they do it because they believe a higher power really cares for them. You can’t even get that much in the New Age community anymore—detachment from the outcome apparently extends to the Creator as well now.

After all, how can you personally be conned into not caring about the outcome of your planet and the future of your children and human race, if you still believe the Creator cares about the outcome? That’s an even bigger reason not to care, isn’t it? It’s worth your time to consider how this is being sold to you, and look for the Cognitive Dissonance even there. When every aspect, rule and law of nature is constantly telling you its only purpose is to uphold, recreate and regenerate life—which includes you—how can anyone convince you that whoever and whatever created these things, doesn’t view all life as sacred?

It has become shocking to me how many people find this easier to swallow, than the idea that even our Sun is teaming with life forms whose sole purpose is to manage solar energies in ways that enable life in a living solar system to carry on. See how that works? As-above, so-below are continual reflections of each other in terms of how much time and energy goes into sustaining life. Nevertheless, if you can be conned into believing that nobody “above” cares about life, well, then, why should anybody down here care either? The very idea is a violation of every natural law and system that is in the process of purposefully being destroyed to carry out global genocide—understand that this is being done by people who know the truth. Take a moment to think on this.

The same self-destructionist memes have infected more people on this planet than we can survive if it continues. It is the same idea over and over, only the names have changed. It’s like giving our Father the exact same tie every year for Christmas and expecting him not to notice because we use different wrapping paper every time. There is no difference between rapture, ascension, or Cremation of Care rituals at the fundamental level—not one iota. There is no difference between a pastor who claims he alone can interpret God/Creator’s will and message for you, and someone who claims to come directly from the Source, piously espousing more of the same “I’m more special than you are because I have a *direct* line to the Source/Creator” nonsense.

I really am disturbed by how many in the New Age community have accepted this same re-packaged nonsense from their own version of pastors, but still feel high brow enough to make fun of religious folk. At least most religions still believe that whoever created all of this, cares about what they created. Can you imagine seeing a pastor get up in front of his congregation, tell them all that their God/Creator doesn’t really care about them or their future, and they know because their God/Creator sent them here to tell them that? No matter how big that church may be, if there is a single cricket within its walls, that’s all the pastor would hear after saying such a thing. Do you see the Cognitive Dissonance in that though? If you were God/Creator/Source, and you *really* had no attachment to the outcome of humanity, would you send someone here to tell people that, which will (and has), if I’m not mistaken, change the outcome?

This is cruel and absurd and should insult your intelligence. Until you really care enough about the future you want to experience, your actions will reflect your inability to know what actions to take to manifest it.

If you’re still convinced that not caring is the way to go, do the rest of us a favor and either call like it is and participate in the annual Bohemian Grove ritual, or at the very least, keep it to yourself. Already there are far too many people that can’t be bothered to give a damn, and I don’t particularly relish the idea of that number growing. If “unsustainable” ever had any meaning at all, it’s right there, and if the day comes I can no longer look my son in the eye and tell him there is still hope of a meaningful future for him, I will know exactly who to blame and why, and it won’t just be TPTB/Shadow Government.

Moreover, don’t misunderstand what I have presented here today. I have personally written a great deal about the power of meditation and prayer, the power of the mind, have had incredible experiences in this regard with everything from receiving information in my dreams and even what some would call a miraculous healing—I get that part, honestly and truly. What I don’t see happening nearly often enough, is the other part, and it matters just as much to those who still care—perhaps even more so if we are now the minority.

Remember that your homes, governments, children, antibiotics, computers, missiles, HAARP, vaccines and GMO’s weren’t built with intentions alone. They were created with physical hands and physical bodies in a physical world. And, to be sure, I’m not a fan of arguing over exactly what “physical” means while Rome burns—not when Rome represents the planet we live on. I can assure you that the arsonists making trillions of dollars by burning it down, aren’t wasting time arguing over it either. If we can come to really love again, consequently overcoming Cognitive Dissonance, there will be plenty of time to argue over what “physical reality” means later. If we can’t or refuse to, those arguments will be very short lived.

As always, I want nothing but the best for you and your loved ones, but I also know that wishful thinking only gets us so far. The forgotten, murdered, starving and abused people on this planet—whom you’re soon to be among without caring enough to stop it—need you to know it too. And make no mistake, we ALL need to do a lot more than just know it.

Blessings, Crystal Clark

PAINTING WITH TOO BROAD A BRUSH II: Sarcasm for the Soul

July 22, 2012
By Crystal Clark

The way we have a tendency to convolute and complicate simple issues on this planet (what some refer to as “analysis paralysis”), reminds me of the space pen vs. the pencil: NASA once reportedly spent millions of dollars trying to create a pen that would write in space (zero gravity), while Russians bypassed all that nonsense, and simply used a pencil.

That’s but one example of our becoming lost in lots and lots of fancy jargon that sounds totally legit because we blindly trust the people that sold it to us. So much so in fact, that reason became the Gingerbread Man long before it ran off with reality and began daring us to catch him (!).

What follows is not a batch of chicken soup designed to make you feel better when you have the flu (Flu coming from its Latin root influenza; under the influence), but rather to help you address the cause of a condition that persists to the point of self-detriment—to help you see why it persists—this goes beyond reactive healing by insuring the proactive prevention of suffering to begin with.

Very much like honest modern-day healers/doctors struggling with patients demanding they be given the magic pill they saw advertised by new and improved snake oil salesman, I’m also aware that telling people to simply “stop doing that if it hurts” is perhaps more offensive now than it was before. However, is it offensive because someone has the audacity to say it out loud, or because it’s the truth? If you still prefer the magic pill over self-responsibility, no worries, there’s no shortage of vendors for that.

Instead of a Question and Answer session to address what kind of “influence” we’re under, I thought perhaps a Supposition and Reality session might be more effective. The Supposition(s) are the magic pill that makes us feel better by masking symptoms but never solving the underlying issue, Reality being the opposite approach. Moreover, as the title of this article implies, I have purposefully chosen sarcasm to make the points. Even sarcasm has a wondrous way of breaking through all the feel-good lies we tell ourselves (regardless of who sold them to us), because it amplifies absurd and distorted thinking beyond the capability of our minds to reason away as normal behavior.

The (S)upposition and (R)eality session is below. I trust you’ll remember the benefit of sarcasm as you read it. Sarcasm is not only a far better teacher than physical suffering, but also boldly helps us to one day be rid of them both, simply because it is.

Supposition and Reality Session:

S: Love is all we need to make everything right and beautiful again.
R: Knowledge of how to prevent suffering, and then acting on that knowledge out of love, is the only thing that will prevent suffering—it is the only thing that ever has.

S: Nothing can hurt you unless you believe it can.
R: Apparently this “truth” wasn’t shared with all the children/babies that became autistic, severely debilitated or died after being vaccinated by their unknowledgeable but very loving parents. Thanks to recent “advancements” in birth control protocols, we can add teenager to the list as well.

S: We don’t actually have to ‘do’ anything to change our situation.
R: Because not doing anything to change our situation has apparently worked so far? We’ve tried nothing and we’re all out of ideas. Maybe Einstein was wrong after all, and we CAN fix the problem with the same mentality that created it—by mindlessly looking the other way; apathy and indifference is where it’s at.

S: He who does not meditate, disintegrates—nothing else is required of us.
R: I’m pretty sure there’s a jail cell waiting for every parent that was too busy meditating, to actually physically get up and feed their physical children with physical food, which would have kept their souls from dis-integrating from their extraordinary and equally physical beautiful little bodies.

S: We are not spiritually advanced, until we can live without passing judgment on another.
R: Are we really to assume this means that child pornography, sex-slave trafficking, molestation, genocide and murder, are “beyond” our ability to judge as wrong? Based on the physical world and the physical body my soul is living in and experiencing, I would say this idea has gained far too much traction.

S: You ONLY get what you attract to yourself.
R: I’m sure you will understand if I let you be the one to tell all the starving, raped, and purposefully murdered people that this is true—apparently Native Americans ‘wanted’ us to give them blankets contaminated with Small Pox, Aids victims ‘wanted’ to be similarly biologically murdered, and brutally raped women or young girls sold into baby-making factories for similar purposes, all ‘want’ to be violated and used this way. Jack the Ripper, gangs that behead tourists, and the NWO/UN thank you for coming to your senses on this one.

S: Prophecies are set in stone.
R: Well, then apparently there’s no need to spend time considering what a “Self-fulfilling” prophecy really is. Free will is just a myth after all. If your parent(s), boss, pastor, spouse, guru, or government, insist(s) you aren’t intelligent enough to amount to anything on your own and therefore be part of shaping a future that goes beyond what they “prophesied” for you, who are you to argue? Edgar Cayce once rightfully stated that to prophesy, is to apply what you know. There is a very fine line between a prophecy and a probability, when people are no longer educated enough to understand the difference, nor the roles they personally play in the process.

S: People only do evil, because they have free will.
R: If free will is the only reason/excuse people need/have to do evil things, I’m pretty sure we would all be dead already. That you do indeed have a choice, does not determine which one you make—you don’t get to blame free will for that. That’s like comparing free will to guns: guns/free will kill people. No, people kill people. Even over many eons, in all the incarnations you will populate, the willful denial of life to thrive (evil) will ‘always’ be a choice. However, it will only be when you stop making that choice for any meaningful length of time, that you will refuse to believe you ever chose it to begin with—start today.

S: The bad guys control us through fear… they want us to be fearful all the time!
R: If you’re going to use the term “love and light” as any kind of meaningful defense to this, at least understand that light equals knowledge—not wishful thinking. They keep you in fear out of ignorance, and nothing else. The many, many truths these people keep from you, is also the light at the end of your tunnel—a tunnel they work really hard (through perpetuated ignorance/dumbing down), to ensure you won’t survive—by ensuring you won’t know how. Your second-graders aren’t doing homework that teaches them how to be good little consumers and global citizens because “love and light” will overcome this sad excuse for an education, but because the light you need, is in the education they are denying you and your children.

S: You can ONLY learn through suffering—that’s what Earth is for.
R: That’s like saying a child should embrace their molester (and a slave should embrace their master), because they would never understand how terrible molestation/slavery is, if they weren’t a victim of it. This idea is equally part of the Luciferian/Satanic world, and is therefore spawned by broken minds that are too sick to know what is right because of it. However, our world leaders haven’t discovered this truth yet, anymore than their loyal followers have. But I promise you—and this is important—should the masses figure this out first, those who truly believe that suffering is the only teacher, will end up being the only ones that suffer for that belief. Read that sentence again if you must—it means what is says. Read it as many times as it takes to really understand it.

S: Life out in the Universe beyond Earth, is just like it is here—the Star Wars movies said so.
R: Since we’re clearly the most intelligent beings that EVER lived, what we do, cause or allow to be done here, on this planet, surely means everyone else does the same thing—kind of like friends that cheat on their own spouses, being absolutely sure we all do it too. There’s just no way we’re projecting our own inadequacies onto others, because we see storm troopers (reptilians) everywhere, and our satellites are constantly recording how many non-conformist planets they blow up—not! At the very least, try to remember that Hollywood is not only the main arm of perception management, but paid for faking the moon landing footage because it is.

S: Our leaders are in league with hostile ET’s that will let them go to other planets and hide out while they kill the rest of us off.
R: To that I would say, “don’t the let the door hit them in the ass on the way out!” but I think we’re all intelligent enough to know that if this were true, “tickets to underground bases” wouldn’t be necessary. The alternative/new age media can’t have their cake and eat it too on this one.

S: Reptoids from another planet are “making” our leaders do their bidding.
R: If reptoids/reptilians were really the ‘almighty’ gods of our past returning to enslave us, they certainly wouldn’t need our help to pull it off, would they? If they were as evil and technologically advanced in the weapons sector as everyone claims, they wouldn’t give a damn about your free will—slave masters CLEARLY don’t honor the free will of their slaves—ever.

S: The Annunaki/reptilians only come here in large numbers every 3600 years in accordance with Nibiru’s orbit.
R: That makes no sense at all of a race we have been led to believe is hundreds of thousands of years ahead of us. In all that time, they never learned to build fleets capable of interstellar travel through things like the wormholes and stargates Hollywood keeps insisting they must surely have? Look how far our own race has come in the last hundred years alone, and honestly ask yourself if that makes sense.

S: Nibiru is the planet our evil slave master and progenitors/reptiods come from—and it’s coming back now!
R: Of course it is, because Sitchin said it comes back every 3600 years, and we have many, many records of all the previous times it came from 1588 years BC, and 5188 BC, and 8788 BC… seriously folks, really think about this. If you have the time to pay for and read Sitchin’s suppositions in this regard, you surely have time to read the Book of Enoch, which can be downloaded for free. Not only that, but some honest self truth-seeking and therefore due diligence should have you checking out www.sitchiniswrong.com

S: Even though the Annunaki are a civilization hundreds of thousands of years more advanced than we are, they STILL need our gold to fix the atmosphere on their home planet.
R: Are we really expected to believe that a race this advanced (and apparently hostile to boot), has not learned how to restore their atmosphere on a permanent basis, or has not simply migrated to another planet that doesn’t have the same problem? Those who believe the Annunaki capable of the hostile take-over of other planets, might earn some brownie points with their assumed slave masters by pointing this out to them—just say’n.

S: Our planet is being terraformed by very advanced aliens so they can take it over after we all die from the changes.
R: I guess this means that of all the different planets in the ENTIRE Universe, the ONLY one that will suit them happens to be ours, but only if they kill it first. (Come on people, really?) If I was hostile and had the kind of weapons our government ‘claims’ hostile ET’s have, I would have just killed all the people, and taken the planet for myself—especially before they developed weapons to defend themselves with. I wouldn’t have bothered teasing them with my existence over thousands of years, before actually doing it, by making sure images of me were carved on their ancient stones, or included in their paintings from the 15th Century. If I really needed their planet for my survival, I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t waste time playing mind games over thousands of years—maybe that’s just me though. (?)

S: ET’s are going to come and fix our problems for us.
R: Like they did in the Dark Ages? It was already pretty ugly back then. Has nobody ever heard the term “co-dependency”? That’s a teenager’s dream, isn’t it? That they can skip school half the year, but know that mommy will take the test for them at the end so they can pass. ET’s are not your mommy—you will do it on your own to prove your worth and ability to evolve into a greater community because you did, or you will fail because you didn’t. Anyone on this planet who has ever had a drug addict for a child or sibling, already knows this. Nobody can save you from yourself.

S: ET’s are the cause of all our problems.
R: Like they were in the Dark Ages? I seriously doubt the “Iron Maiden” and “Guillotine” designs came from ET’s. Maybe the Pope has more info on this, but if I recall correctly, he did say that ET’s don’t suffer from original sin… so… yeah—there’s that.

I could go on and on with the S&R session, but I have enough faith in your capacity to reason for yourself that I can’t see why it would be necessary. This is the truth of it all right there—the pencil: we cannot run from ourselves. People surely try to though, over and over. People that insist only meditation (utilizing the soul self) will fix things, are running from the demands of physical actions required of their material bodies to affect change. Those who believe only in the material self and its actions, are equally running from their own souls.

Stop running from the shadow of your other half, and become whole again. The future of (y)our human family depends on it. Who you really are, is who they really need—all of it. And, to be sure, you need it just as much as they do.

THE DEFINITION OF GENOCIDE: What it Means and Why You Should Care

By Crystal Clark, July 13 2012

Before I explain what it does mean, it’s appropriate to display what it does not mean, first. Below is the definition of murder/homicide, with the understanding the two crimes have similar enough definitions that I won’t separate them out here.

Murder/Homicide: the killing of one human being by another; the unlawful killing of another human being without justification or excuse (as in self-defense).

Genocide is another matter entirely, and it behooves the people on this beautiful planet to know what its legal definition is. Genocide: The crime of destroying or conspiring to destroy a national, ethnic, racial, or religious group.

I don’t feel particularly satisfied living on a planet where such legal definitions are required, nor am I at all satisfied that although the legal definitions and therefore enforceable laws exist, they are rarely enforced in any meaningful way, if ever. In this respect, the history associated with the legal definition of Genocide and related historical events, should clearly be revisited and therefore well understood by all.

While I will present that here, I recommend you look it up on your own, and print the information out for future reference—before the data-mining internet spiders realize people like yourself are interested in knowing more about it, and they subsequently change the definition because of it. The winners don’t just write/rewrite history, but (y)our dictionaries as well—especially the “on-line” ones.

Once-meaningful experiential/educational tools like books (among other things) are no longer in need of being burned—they are simply deleted. People learned this lesson when George Orwell’s book 1984, was remotely deleted from their Kindles without their permission.

Dimitri has also been kind enough to share how the term “ground zero” has been systematically altered over time in our dictionaries as well, to support the mainstream fiction of a post 9-ll mindset. Jesse Ventura experienced something similar, when one of his shows (regarding FEMA camps) was remotely removed from DVR’s (private property) without the owner’s consent.

The term Genocide was coined in 1944 by the Polish scholar Raphael Lemkin. Genocide comes from the Latin roots genos (race) and cide (killing). What is more essential to understanding the depth of the reality and proper definition of Genocide, is found quoted in a book Lemkin wrote called Axis Rule in Occupied Europe [additional emphasis mine in the following quote]: “a coordinated plan of different actions aiming at the destruction of the essential foundations of the life of national groups, with the aim of annihilating the groups themselves.”

His writings dealt primarily with Nazi Genocide, and he was instrumental in the development of international conventions against Genocide. After WW2 the United Nations passed a resolution known as the Convention on the Prevention and Punishment of the Crime of Genocide (78 U.N.T.S. 278 [Dec 9, 1948]). This convention was largely unsuccessful as it took most nations over 50 years to ratify. The United States also chose to wait until 1998 to pass the Genocide Implementation Act of 1987.

This act created a new federal offense that prohibits the commission of acts with the specific intent to destroy, in whole or in substantial part, a national, ethnic, racial or religious group, and to provide adequate penalties for such acts. (S. Rep. No. 333, 100th Cong; 2nd Session [1998] reprinted in 1998 U.S.C.C. A. N. 4156).

That’s all well and good, but we owe it ourselves and our future to really understand what Genocide is, as appropriately described by Lemkin in the phrase: “a coordinated plan of different actions aiming at the destruction of the essential foundations of the life of national groups, with the aim of annihilating the groups themselves.”

I have again accentuated the same phrase, because although the definition is/was incredibly all-encompassing (even for its time), it was long, long before the face of Genocide was able to grow more tentacles and morph into a much broader and consequently far deadlier animal—and it was able to transform not just with our permission, apathy, denial, and wishful thinking—but also because the animal/predator has trained us not to see it for what it is.

Very much like the octopus that suddenly fears being discovered for its own safety, an enormous black cloud of ink has been dispersed so we cannot see the truth of our situation. The predator makes its escape while we’re disoriented by the cloud of unexpected black (confusion) suddenly obscuring our sense of direction.

To regain our bearings, even a brief but serious look at things like vaccines, fluoride, weather modification and genetically modified organisms (both food and animal), will show us they all contribute to genocide. There’s certainly no reason to take my word for it in this regard, because endless honest scientific studies, as well as government and military dossiers, have clearly outlined this fact. They generally celebrate it.

Further, the idea that “everyone already knows this” is something I can’t bring myself to believe, because if that is in fact the case, then we’ve already accepted global Genocide as perfectly normal, haven’t we? I’m quite sure you don’t believe that any more than I do. I have never in my life met someone who would happily agree to a slow, painful death of suffering as the victim of Genocide. What I have run into however, are endless people who don’t in fact know that it’s happening—that they and their children are, at this very moment, victims of global Genocide. Also, as legally defined, Genocide is a crime, and every person *and* corporation who participates in it, can be prosecuted for it. Why isn’t this actually happening though?

There are several reasons, and while the problem could easily be summed up by saying the top is as misguided as the bottom, that doesn’t really say much, true as it is regardless. The top (of the pyramid if you like), is killing off nature to kill you, just as the definition of Genocide stated: “a coordinated plan of different actions aiming at the destruction of the essential foundations of the life of national groups, with the aim of annihilating the groups themselves.”

What the top has yet to realize (or perhaps are simply too broken to understand), is that they are NOT superhuman—their self-proclaimed “special” bloodlines won’t keep them from suffering and dying out of ignorance either. Destroying the foundations of human life might be Genocide for us, but it’s also suicide for them. Moreover, and I don’t say this lightly, the idea that only “they” are detached from reality in this regard, is an absolute fallacy—a fatal one at that.

I have refrained from pointing this out in the past, even as I see more and more people beginning to associate Luciferian principles with the term “light workers”. Nevertheless, I wholly believe in the principle of “see a need, fill a need” and the need to point this out, is clearly there.

How arrogant, or even ignorant can we be, to belittle our controllers (the top) for having an “insane detachment” to reality, when in fact numerous new age teachings perpetuate the same ideologies, but prefer to call it “healthy or spiritual detachment” instead? As a mother, I can assure I fail to see the difference, and because I can’t see the difference, I’m never quite sure what to tell my son when talking about the future—his future—the very same future all this ‘detachment’ can’t seem to rob him of fast enough.

Tell me, honestly, how many parents of children with leukemia or severe autism, you think are really ‘detached’ from that reality? Parents in Greece and other countries selling their children because they can’t afford to feed them, and all the orphans of parents who died from Aids in other countries, apparently I’m supposed to believe they’re experiencing the healthy detachment of the billions of people who could have prevented all that suffering? In the midst of so much senseless death, I can only hope another new age guru won’t come along and look down their noses at them for not meditating enough to raise their vibration.

The billions of people on this planet suffering needlessly (which will include you and your loved ones soon enough if it doesn’t already), are not waiting for you to raise your consciousness (wake up), they are waiting for you to get out bed, and ACT on what your elevated consciousness (awareness) showed you must be acted on. Action without wisdom is as inappropriate as wisdom without action—the truth of this is all around you—all around me. It chokes the life out of our plants, our animals, our selves, our children, and therefore ALL of our futures. That bothers me a great deal because I am a free-willed being who knows who I really am—who you are as well. I have absolutely no intention of detaching myself from those truths, because I’ve already seen how much suffering that causes.

As a truly sovereign being who understands the responsibility of free will (having really claimed your personal power as such), here’s a list of all the things that realization won’t allow you to accept:

You’re here to suffer—you can’t learn any other way

You’re here to stand idly by and watch others suffer—they can’t learn any other way

You’re here to blame God

You’re here to blame Satan/Lucifer

You’re here to blame aliens

You’re here to blame politicians

You’re here to simply meditate

You’re here to look the other way

You’re here to take action (be really busy) without wisdom

Genocide is a crime of mass proportions, and the idea that you aren’t responsible for the outcome because you never directly took part in the problem, does not detach you from the reality that you never participated in the solution, either. There are only ever two choices—and you can’t love and light your way out of either one. You must act/contribute, and you must do it in ways that are appropriate, based on what is needed at the moment.

Yes, I’m well aware that energy healers do a great deal of good and are expressly needed because they do, but because that’s all spiritual people seem to think is important, those healers will be outran—just like they were in the previous six destruction episodes. I discussed this fact in some depth in my first book, in that the mad scientists, who themselves often don’t take energy healing seriously, will not realize how much interference these healers cause in their experiments as an unknown variable. As a consequence, the mad scientists end up wrongly believing their experiments don’t really harm living things—even when they are supposed to.

These scientists will, because their military grants depend on it, simply keep pushing the envelope; keep turning up the dial until they see living things experiencing the expected disintegration and death they were paid to produce. I can’t tell you how many past live regressions I came across that clearly pointed this out, in great detail I might add. It was as disturbing to read about those past scenarios then, as it is to actually live them out again, now. What happened in the Gulf of Mexico and atFukushima, *are* the escalations I warned about. I can say this with absolute certainty because if all the other methods of Genocide had actually worked up to that point, those escalations wouldn’t have been necessary. This is true to such a degree that if the escalations they’ve moved to now don’t work fast enough to appease their appetite for wide-spread death, there will be others…always others. Yes, it can and will get worse, if the insanely detached from reality fellows, still have access to the buttons.

Think about that for a moment; feel the strain it puts on every decent, kind, and good-natured cell in your body. THAT feeling is your deepest truth, and the only one that matters at the moment. The never-ending “personal truth” nonsense means nothing if it moves you away from this—away from a reality that suffers out of ignorance and wishful thinking. Understand that feeling to the point you can taste it, because as the old saying goes, what we don’t understand we will repeat; clearly, we collectively don’t understand yet.

A truly spiritual humanity will not separate itself from morality with ridiculous notions of detachment. It will do what it knows is right to uphold, create and regenerate life, or it will lose it all and fail because it didn’t—for the seventh, and perhaps final time. I don’t wish that for you—not for any of you.

Having said that, I suppose we’ve come full circle as I recall something my mother used to say to me when I was young and wishing for things to be different: “If wishes were fishes, we would all have a sea full.” That was her less lengthy, but entirely meaningful way of telling me ‘wishing’ never changed anything all by itself.

The skies were such a deep, beautiful blue back then, and the water from the hose was cold, sweet, and safe to drink. It wasn’t a perfect time, but it was good. I was too young to realize that even then subliminal pornographic imagery was in my cartoons but even so, there were no chemtrails in my cartoons, nor animated ogres falling prey to the frequency weapon of a techno-pathic Pied Piper using a different controlling frequency for every different animal.

Needless to say, my oceans weren’t full of millions of dead fish suddenly appearing for no apparent reason back then, nor were they filled with wishes—they were filled fishes—glorious, life-giving fishes.

Blessings to you on your continued journey,

–Crystal Clark